It was too impossible
to think of building your own house
baking your own bread
killing what you fed,
I told her to listen but that
meant to keep out of
people's way
she d6idn't know what I meant,
but we're not supposed to know.
Thought broke her, like a random disease
on a blood parasite
mentioned as a fact but unknown
too cruel to know,
above this world
because it is death, did it kill her, or did
she kill herself
by thinking?